x` BiLLaNieL `x

2005-12-29T16:03:00.000+08:00

backk from chalet =)

kekex.. today jus come backk from our class chalet sia.. lolx.. wah these few days neva had a nice sleep lorhs.. 1st day kai meng there keep on tok cock >.<

and the stupid shawn.. grr.. ppl wan sleep den he keep on saying "cannot sleep larhs.. come chalet is nt tuu sleep one.. i neva sleep eu where can sleep!"

wths.. in the end everyone slept onli went tuu sleep at 6 in the morning.. but some neva sleep.. at downstairs there playing cards and stuff.. shout here shout there.. kao eh.. every 5 mins kana wake up by them.. they speak so loud we can even hear them clearly on the 2nd floor loh! wths!

*yawn* lol.. play blackjack.. i share wif shawn be banker.. $3 de capital win until $62.. haiz.. sae liao also sad.. win until $62.. we still greedy, wanna continue play.. in the end lose.. left $22.. halve it.. and we each onli have $11.. LOL

den ytd shuang arhs.. alot of ppl also go backk liaos.. den some more jireh go book another chalet @ downtown.. become out chalet onli have 6 of us sleep.. SONG.. lolx.. we some more take the leftover food on the 1st day of bbq.. den start fire and bbq again.. midnite 1am liddat some more.. wakakkaka.. ppl tot we siao..

sho fun sho fun.. ytd still from downtown go tuu town wif josh tuu meet shuana and frens.. den we go watch "the promise".. ITS SHO NICE... go watch! the love story sho touching kaes.. and also got alot of funny parts.. kekex.. its a nice show larhs.. =)

2005-12-06T12:23:00.000+08:00

once again..
i'm lonely

hi guys.. so long neva update ler huhs.. hahahs.. nowadays busy wif work.. and when i'm online i usually play games or chatt onli.. tts why..

ya see the heading of this post? its cuz i felt lonely once again.. for those of euu who knows.. i dunch hab a gf.. and mua last is my current nu er >.<

is my character realli tat bad? my criteria realli tat low and not-worth-to-consider? or is it that everybody's playing wif me... when can this stop!! grr.. its always either i dun get a gurl.. or i wont last wif her.. and its not even as if i did sth wrong.. its jus becoz they hab no more feelings? dammit... they made me sound like a toy bought from toyz r' us =(

ya i am a guy.. buy surely it isn't wrong for a guy tuu want some1 tuu care for him? frens can accompany euu both when euu are happy or not.. but they will neva gib euu the same feeling as euu would hab from a gf ya...

maybe euu guys could tell me.. whether i'm asking for too much..

2005-11-15T22:20:00.000+08:00

life @ cathay sux___
MUST READ

grrr.. actually work there nt bad one.. relaxing plus near home.. wa lau.. but i farking hate this guy called YOKE... nb.. think his name unique den very nice? it sux anyway =)

kao beh.. i 6pm finish work.. 6.15pm actually can go home liao.. den he start work at 6pm.. come in and check check check.. den scold me..

yoke: "why neva prepare the potato balls? can stand there chit chat? go make"

wa lan.. i zit tao du lan liao.. i finish work liao cannot talk?

daniel: "wad sia.. i now waiting to go home"

yoke: "i ask euu to do thing euu say eu waiting go home..? wad type of attitude is this"

den he go outside.. scold everyone..

"tml harry potter start already.. must prepare everything.. den euu all can at here stand together chit chat..! dun nid do lah? dun nid prepare larh?"

WTF LOH.. the person in charge also neva sae anything.. she also neva ask us cook or prepare anything else.. and there he is.. shouting here and there.. ask us do this do tat.. and WAD THE FUCK.. he's not even a manager or supervisor.. he's taking the same pay as me and has the same rank as me.. therefore he's EQUAL.. jus tat he's a senior.. but SO??????

wtf.. ask me do.. ok i do loh.. den where is he? isn't he supposed tuu help do? my shift ended already leh! i ish help him do onli loh! but where the fuck he went to? go into office and chat wif girls? that farking knnb chee hong?!

na beh.. i hope euu see this post man.. euu neva see gals b4 in euur life? wad for so chee hong?

i think i'm 100% right by saying this.. since my shift ends at 6 and euu start work at 6.. its euur job and not mine anymore.. i can choose whether i wanna stay behind tuu help euu.. its nt as if euur my manager or supervisor! YOU ARE JUST SOMEONE LIKE ME... YOU FARKING YOKE.. NBCB.. GIVE ME ATTITUDE AGAIN I PROMISE I'LL HAVE YOU SEEING ME LEAVE CATHAY WIF YOUR NOSE BLEEDING LIKE A FARKING DOG.......

2005-10-24T12:15:00.000+08:00

SIX more days tuu o lvls chinese >.<

haiz.. six more daes.. o lvls chinese.. this ish the 2nd time i taking the paper! cuz May tat time.. did badly.. got a B4 =(

haiz.. but i still dunno whether i shld spend mua time on chinese leh.. or use the time for chinese for other subjects.. sho fan.. why must hab o lvls this thingy? everyone sho gan chiong.. haiz..

aniwaes.. bought new phone! tadahs~ N7610.. wakakkakaa..

yepyep i noe its a old model.. but the function very good! wootx! but too bad larhs.. the shop we went tuu, dun hab black and red colour de... VERY NICE.. sho bo bian loh hab tuu take the white and er.. bronze colour de?

later going library study.. anything jus sms me kies..

2005-10-22T12:01:00.000+08:00

notice notice!

hmm.. jus wanna tell euu guys.. i'm not changing skin liao! love this skin too much.. cuz its mua baobeii BoA.. wakakakkakas.. things tat will be changing will be format and maybe the background music onli.. =]

previous song ish BoA's Girls On Top.. now changed it tuu Elva's Most Familiar Stranger.. =D heard it at zilin's house and i immediately fell in love wif it.. so decided tuu upload it onto the bloggie lohs.. hahahs.. aniwaes.. gt nth tuu do.. so upload some new pics also.. wakakkakas.. =x

took this on the way tuu sch for remedial.. while walking leh! =p

2005-10-11T11:41:00.000+08:00

sobbies___`

haiz.. i dunno why.. its been a few days since me and dear got together lers.. wad's the prob between us? she says she's shy.. i understand.. but till such an extend? today worse barhs.. she treat me so coldly.. i dun even noe wad tuu reply her.. haiz.. aniwaes.. got the following from "my date wif a vampire 3"

even if its the end of the world the next second,
as long as it has nt happen, it's nt true..
wad matters most ish tat we are together now
tts the truth......

very true huhs? haiz.. listening tuu Yi Lu Xiang Bei now.. describes mua feelings totally.. haiz.. cant things jus change for the better? why must everything repeat itself? i've tried long enuff.. its been so many times tat i've gone through such a torture.. i jus wan it tuu stop.. no more sadness, no more worrying, no more break-ups, no more cold attitude..

2005-10-02T16:52:00.000+08:00

sianzz.. test post

wah sianz.. for the past few days i keep seeing a stupid screen on my blogger.. TMD.. how tuu post liddat? the buttons are flying all over.. and the space for me tuu post ish like... right at the bottom whereby i dun even noe whether can i use it.. so this ish jus tuu test nia..

2005-09-24T23:01:00.000+08:00

ace, josh and rhea____`

wahahahhas.. today went out wid josh and dearie.. actually neva do anything.. but like quite fun.. they 2 damn funnie! =x

den josh sho damn pai seh.. dunch dare tok sia.. bo bian see mua chio bu gan dearie ish liddat de.. wakakakka.. hahs.. today shi fu teach me play du pan wang lu.. teach abit nia i break liao.. but behind part neva teach.. wan dan.. lol..

grrr.. suddenly lurbe du pan! lOlx.. tat from 3.08 break until 3.02.. den 3.01, 3.00, 2.59.. slowly slowly break till 2.56.. den now 2.53! yay.. within twuu days broke bout 12 secs! omg! woots! =x

aniwaes.. now i'm in Team Oxidised liao... gotta chiong ler.. after o lvls i chiong all the way liao.. tada! josh euu wait for me arh! ARGH!

2005-09-22T09:15:00.000+08:00

bought new shoe! =]

wahhhs.. nice nt?! kakaka.. mummy bought in city square in m'sia de.. lOlx.. quite cheap bahs i think cuz they having promotion.. we bought it for RM119.90..

lol.. always wanted a DC shoe! arbo da pai wear tat adidas superstar.. frens see liao alsho sianz.. lOlx.. somemore wif funnie funnie de red and black laces.. =x

aniwae.. sho happi! wif mua shi fu's permission, i joined Team Oxidised! gua gua gua.. hope thru it can improve a lil more bahs.. arbo i now tuu noobish liao.. ppl see liao luff till stomach pain.. LOL i ownself also luffing at muaself =[

haiya actually wanna change layout de.. but was tuu lazy tuu... so jus change the format abit loh.. placed a few songs intu the blog.. including mua fav! I'll Remember Euu.. wahhs.. must listen arhs! damn nice.. damn touchies.. listen liao heart will float de.. lolx..

2005-09-03T19:25:00.000+08:00

aww..

sianz.. dear de hi-card bo money ler.. den cannot sms or call her.. miss her so much sia.. these few days very happi norhs.. wed to fri also get to see dear.. den go gai gai wid her.. heex.. but now darr de card no money.. den i sad ler lahs..

onli until next week den can see hers.. sobs.. actually onli a few days but it seems so long.. aww.. so many things happen in jus a few days.. realli hope these problems faster go away.. i jus wanna be wif dear dear.. i realli dunch ask for anithing else ler!

sobs.. realli no mood to type ler.. yea i noe i very long neva update lers.. but i today relali no mood sia.. sobs.. realli lurbe dear loads.. lurbe her LOTSA...

2005-08-01T20:32:00.000+08:00

today neva go sch XD

hahhas.. nth to do so editted the pics loh.. though workmanship not very good.. but for a photoshop noobie like me.. not bad ler lahs.. =x

haiya.. today neva go sch.. shuang like hell... morning go wif daddy and mummy to eat breakfast.. den mummy bring me go polyclinic.. wah.. scared scared.. lOl..

the doctor say cuz i've been coughing for 1 month liao.. seems very serious.. den must go and take x-ray.. wah.. kua zhang man.. LOL

sianz.. take the medicine.. straight away sleepy liao.. so strong sia.. lols.. sleep the whole day.. at night den wake up.. wahhaha.. so advise! dun go polyclinic! =x

2005-07-31T18:33:00.000+08:00

battle of the evo 4s
[part 3]

lOls.. see the aura... BIG BIG difference.. mine is like covered by my name while Josh's is like sho TALL.. aww *jealous*

okok everyone.. go ahead and luff! lOls.. all 3 courses i also lose to josh lahs.. and at least 100m somemore.. and i think soon i will level down liao if i lose another few more matches..

grrr basically today didn't do anyting except tat i completed my FC's story mode.. lOls.. wif mua shi fu's de didi help.. and also i broke my iroha slope downhill de record again.. by a TINY WEENY LIL BIT... on friday my timing was 3.19 and by the time i left for home i broke it to 3.12..

and today wif some advice.. yay i broke it again.. this time to 3.11... but from wad my shi fu says... this timing is damn slow for evo 4 users.. er.. lol?

den today see josh play usui.. wah BIAN TAI... i dun even noe wad he's doing.. so damn fast compared to me... SOBS.... ok buay hiau gin.. i will be faster in the FUTURE.. LOL

just u wait lah josh! grrr i'll be able to bite ur tail in another 1 month's time instead of seeing ur back-lights from far far away... i promise!

2005-07-28T22:32:00.000+08:00

lost mua baobei hp___!

WTF.. i lost mua hp! kao eh.... qi cheng ask me lend him.. den cuz we having 2 free periods mahs.. no teachers come in... so i lend him loh.. den i actually sit at the backk de.. but i go infront tok to shawn they all.. our free period is from 1.15-2.15 mahs..

den 2.15.. we're supposed to go to each of our diff maths classes.. cuz we have this grading system.. all allocated to diff classes.. and when i wanna go get my bag and go to mua maths class.. i remembered tat my phone still wif qi cheng.. hah.. but wad? he's gone liao.. my phone also..

its like.. we frens so long liao.. he neva once so enthu to go classes de loh.. everytime delay time onli.. wah today 1st to chiong out of the classroom.. when i go take bag tat time he already nt there liao.. ok nvm.. cuz i mean.. since the phone wif him.. get it from him after sch loh..

and wad-! after sch when i go down to canteen to have our daily tea-break.. this 'programme' is provided by the sch.. got drinks and biscuits.. den i ask gl they all.. "eh where qi cheng?"
and wad they answer me?

"qi cheng ah? go home liao ler"

FUCK.... go home... wif my phone.....? nvm i call him... ask him where my phone ish....

Cheng: "nt wid me wad....."
AcE: "nt wid u den who? i lend u onli and u haven give me backk"
Cheng: "oh i left it on the table.. beside ur bag.. den i go for maths"
Ace: "wtf lah euu.. u lend the phone from me den u neva return me.. euu put on table-!"
Cheng: "arbo put where?"
AcE: "euu should pass it to me right? i'm onli like less than 10m from u in class"
Cheng: "so now wad?"
AcE: "the phone's not there loh... i ask everyone also nobody saw"
Cheng: "then?"
AcE: "wa lau if realli lost den u have to pay me loh.. u're like responsible for losing it loh!"
Cheng: "wad?! i put on the table u neva see my fault ah? u ownself neva see is ur fault loh.. nt mine"
AcE: "where got ppl put on table de? anyone could jus take it loh"
Cheng: "den u neva go take my business ah?"
AcE: "wah knn cb.. u damn fucking irresponsible lah!"
Cheng: "cb u enuff liao hoh.. ur phone lost my business ah?"
Ace: "cb nt ur fault den my fault lah? u borrow my phone from me den u dun nid return lah u fucker?"
***Qi Cheng Hung Up The Phone***

NA BEH CHEE BYE... i neva see someone so fucking unreasonable.. am i in the wrong? and i cant even get him to pay me backk? wtf? BOTH HIM AND HIS PARENTS ARE EQUALLY FUCKING UNREASONABLE..

yea man if u see this post.. READ CAREFULLY... and i've got more info bout this matter which i dun wanna say out onli.. nbcb u'll get it from me man..

I CURSE U.. CURSE UR FAMILY.. CURSE UR CHILDREN NO ASSHOLE U FREAKING ASSHOLE...

2005-07-17T22:11:00.000+08:00

change of life.. lols

hmm these daes onli keep on chiong-ing initial d arcade and comic.. its time to stop a lil.. not stop everything though.. gotta use half of the time i dedicate to initial d.. to mua sch work liao.. otherwise realli gonna die very cham this year.. o lvls lehs.. aww

i wanna business course next year.. pls pls pls.. get someone who can influence me to study! stop all mua bad habits and start studying! aww... cuz if i dun i realli die until very jia lat.. and i dun wan tat to happen!

but aniwaes.. gonna try out this new 'system'... tml onwards chiong sch work for 1 week see whether can tahan or not.. lols.. and i need to chiong my harry potter book too.. Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince.. whoa... ITS SHO COOOL.......

oh yah aniwae.. sry nowadays cant post pics here ler.. cuz my hp kana confiscated..

2005-07-15T19:57:00.000+08:00

sobs.. lose liao lah..

hais..... the result.. dun need say also know lah.. confirm lose de.. BUT i neva expect to lsoe until like dunno wad.. i relali damn lousy loh!!!

USUI -700m
AKINA SNOW -370m

lose until i dun dare face mua shi fu liao.. wa lau.. why i sho lousy!!

wa lau eh.. today damn sian ah.. go sch 1st thing ish kana called up by ms yam...

"wah u very good hoh.. we're all tracking on you already... where u go these few days?"

wths.. ppl sick mah.. stay at home also got wrong liddat.. give her mc also abit dun believe liddat.. wad the.. grrr..

den today we got o lvl chinese de listening comprehension.. wah.. nt tat bhb or wad.. but.. think can get high marks or even full mark bahs.. realli hope so loh.. so tat can pull up my other marks.. scared scared...

hmmm.. next time must take pic of our match liao.. lols..

2005-07-14T19:13:00.000+08:00

yo everyone! sry so long neva blog! lols.. these 3 days sick ah.. lols.. neva go sch sia.. i think ms yam surely think i pon like siao.. but is realli sick loh..

SOMEMORE ON MY BDAE I SICK...

ok.. nvm.. lets nt tok bout sad things ler.. i'm now so looking forward to tmr! why? becoz tml josh coming to cwp to challange me! grrrrr...

okok.. let me introduce to everyone.. JoSh! he's mua initial d shi fu! my skills all he teach de! although now still very lousy.. but i will surely become quite good one day! jus u all wait! raahhhs!

okok.. maybe u all still dunno who he is.. need pic? yea u want it i have it! lols..!

neh! shuai right? still always say himself ugly sia.. eh shi fu.. u must be honoured man.. ur pic ish the biggest in my blog.. take up the most file size and space tuu!

lolx.. still no chance to upload the pic i take wif u sia.. my hp wif my daddy.. when i get backk liao den i upload.. lols..

okok.. write till here ler.. lazy to continue liaos.. bubbye!

2005-07-01T19:35:00.000+08:00

lOl.. stupid lah today..

LOL!! today is the 1st time in my sch life tat i 'm sleeping so long! right after morning assembly i've been lying on the table! aww i'm like sho tired.. and i'm kinda not feeling well..

and sho.. right from 8am till 10.15am i'm sleeping.. and 10.15 ms ho come in.. extra wake me up from my sleep.. ask me do worksheet.. i tell him tat i nt feelin well.. wanna rest.. and so.. he allowed me too.. hah.. and when i woke up it was like.. HUH!

11.05am!!

wad does it mean?

it means a very big thing!

wad?

shucks! it means tat the time now is 20 mins after recess has started! and WAD THE... the class is empty!

tried to go open the door.. its locked.. dammit.. den i noe that they locked me in.. probably iwasn't able to be waken up by them.. or maybe they neva even bothered to wake me up.. but DAMMIT! i'm alone in class! and i'm.. HUNGRY..

so.. ahhh forget it man.. shall return to my sleep... suddenly so quiet.. can rest well and sleep properly.. but things neva go well for me 1.. jus a while later when i'm in dreamland ler.. suddenly heard ppl luffing.. and chuckling.. dammit.. sure is they all come backk liao.. disturb me onli.. wa lau..

wths.. liddat treat me.. come into the class start noisy liao.. how tuu sleep? in the end have tuu wake up...

grrr.. ok shall write till here... i'm sleepy.. **yawn**

2005-06-27T17:13:00.000+08:00

hair kana cut! argh!
hate the new time-table!

wa lau.. so suay.. i very sian liao lahs.. today hair kana cut.. somemore by some lil fren from our sch.. from sec 3 de.. wa lau.. i wan to cut in sch.. cuz cheap mah.. but who noes our freaking sch nw so budget.. dun even wanna get the barber down liao.. get the stupid lil kid help us cut.. SEC THREE STUDENT LEH!! KAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

a freaking student from sec three help the sec fours cut hair? and 1 person still need $4? wa lau.. and from a hairstyle i realli lyk so much.. now need go backk to wad.. my primary 6 hairstlye? wtf? lol?

armani? WTHS!

wahahha i feel so kiddish now.. me and yong ji dun dare go cwp after sch.. and he even mentioned tat he dun wanna go work liao.. later let ppl laugh while he's sitting inside the box office selling tix.. LOL...

and 1 more thing.. i hate the new time-table.. wths.. for the 1st half of the year we are already complaining tat it sux cuz we are going home at 2.15 while the others 1.45.. and now?

WE ONLI GET TO LEAVE SCHOOL AT 4.15pm EVERY SINGLE DAY

wa.. sianz man.. and oh yah.. i change the layout again.. and i say again.. its done by ME.. i did it using photoshop and u wont be able to find it anywhere unless someone else takes it from me via html.. and pls.. if u have some integrity.. dun do such things.. lols..

2005-06-20T10:26:00.000+08:00

happi happi and happi!

lols i'm sho happy! and *er hem* not being hao lian or bhb.. but now i dare sae.. i'm quite clever in SOME ways...! LOLS

hah.. it took me 3 days to be able to help my other shi xiong and shi jie in sakae! in 3 days and i can take orders ler! song bo... i mean.. some others may be even faster than me.. but its like.. aww.. but NOT ALL...

aiya actually its like.. if u cant help out.. den ppl so busy u jus stand there do nth.. its like so pai seh and i will like feel sho useless! my shi jie(s) all so busy helping out.. den i jus stand there see wad they doing.. den the onli thing i noe is how to clear table.. if u were me.. wont euu feel lousy? lols..

so i go home chiong loh.. den.. yay 3rd day can help them liao.. den i wont like 1st 2 days liddat.. stand there like rock.. wahhahaha..

and hoh and hoh.. see i sho clever =x 5th day can start helping to bill liao.. save them another big trouble.. heh.. lols.. no lah jk.. they dun nid me also can do alot of things.. damn pro 1 loh..

oh yah 1 more thing.. my 2 shi xiong and my 3 shi jie all very good looking de wor.. guys shuai gals chio.. lol i nth to sae.. i go there like spoil the grouping.. lols...

aniwae dun think they will visit mua blog.. so can slowly tok bout them =p

er.. lets see.. i think i have their pics.. but is steal from them de.. lols.. cannt let them find out..

er okies this ish da shi xiong.. lols.. hair very nice 1.. eyes can shock ppl also..

tish ish my lao da.. wahahhaa.. teach me lotsa things de.. very shuai 1.. got style.. hair also very nice.. and he's very frenly! nt like those dao dao type of ppl..

erm.. this is one of the chio bus in sakae.. lols.. sweet and kawaii.. hah.. and i'm not supposed to call her jie jie.. lol..

and this one! mua fav de too jie jie! lols.. we always have bubble tea dealings.. wahhaha.. she's also one of the chio bus in sakae.. cute and pretty.. lol.. but always bully me.. awww..

er.. actually still got 1 more jie jie.. but i dun have her pic.. lols.. also quite chio lahs.. but she's a big jie jie.. lols..

*yawn* i'm actually supposed to go to sch at 10.. but now 10.48 liao i still at home.. lols.. i dunno wad to sae.. k lahs write till here.. next time continue..

2005-06-14T10:13:00.000+08:00

love life @ sakae!

lols.. ytd was mua 1st day at work in sakae sushi.. its sho fun! aiya of coz being able to work in the shop you like the most, is fun mahs...

but.. though i belong to service crew.. but i haven graduate! gotta faster memorise the menu.. den go for menu test.. den can be waiter ler.. which is my AIM to do it in 1 week! heh heh..

wahahha.. and hoh and hoh.. the uniform very nice ah! lols.. the name tag als very cute.. got the froggy.. lols..

mua uniform! lols

hahha.. froggy hao ke ai norh.. =x

sianz.. now 10.30 liaos.. bout 11+ need to go out work ler.. den 9.30 den finish work.. **tired**

okies lahs no time to blog too much ler.. gotta go bathe and stuffs.. bubbye!

2005-06-04T23:08:00.000+08:00

life ish lyk sho sianzz

hais... sian man.. everyday at home nth to do 1.. holiday also sho sianz.. erm.. den ytd went to town.. lols go meet cherine and her frens.. lol.. sho pai seh loh.. 1 guy.. 5 gals? er.. diao? wahhahaha..

k lah it was like quite ok ytd.. wont sianz.. den go to this cafe to eat oreo cheesecake.. er.. the cake was like WHOA NICE SIA... lols.. price also NICE SIA.. wahahhaha..

nvm bout the taste and the price.. small prob nia.. the big big prob ish the auntie in the cafe.. kao.. jia guai lan.. er.. wad's wrong wif having 6 ppl ordering 2 cheesecakes? lols.. liddat also must chant chant chant..

**yawn** tired ler lahs.. gotta sleep.. nitex..

2005-05-26T15:26:00.000+08:00

yawn...

awww... now 12.19am liaos.. lols still haven sleep.. studying the chinese de han zi mahs.. so tired... gotta sleep soon or else tml sure cannot hold on de.. hahahs.. today neva go sch... jus cuz nid to study for chinese... next monday o lvls chinese paper ler.. diao.. damn stress lahs..

everyone also very nervous sia.. lols... and of coz, we wish everyone good luck.. LOL!! aniwaes.. everyone out there preparing for euur o lvls chinese paper, JIA YOU!

change mua blogskin.. hahah.. got nth to do so decided to hab a change.. its nt realli nice actually..the 3 pics are fond at the last minute as a subsitute for a pic i dunch want.. lols.. sho bad of me yea..

and yep.. the song i use back Yi Shi De Mei Hao.. why? cuz its jus SO nice!!

aniwaes.. tml nt going sch also... gotta study for chinese... heex... today like so boring lahs.. but thx to cherine.. who chatted wid me from morning till she go to sleep.. hahahs.. she's a good gal ya.. gt ta know her thru frenster... heex.. tts why i say i lurbe frenster! but nt when it's laggy =p

and ya so.. i also tired liaos.. wanna sleep ler.. bub bye!

p/s: the sec 1 gal.. JUS TELL ME WHO U ARE! lols...

2005-05-19T16:33:00.000+08:00

exams over... awww..

YAYY-!! x-zems finally over ler... these few daes neva realli get good sleep sia.. lol.. realli realli got panda eyes liao.. i scared scared! mid year already liddat ler... o levels how? lols..

err... tml getting results backk... cuz tml is checking of scripts dae ma.. awww another wate time dae.. den o level chinese coming soon.. ARGH!!

30th May 2005 - 1st o level paper....... wish mui good luck arh!

oh yah.. and if u're reading this blog... tell me who are you... lol euu post in mua taggy sae wad "sec 1 express student"...

DIAO.. who euu? ya i noe mua frens are shuai.. lol.. dun nid come to mua blog suan me.. sia lah this one online leh.. den everyone noes how ugly i am ler.. sobs...

grrr.. who euu.. see this post liao tell me kies.. lol.. u wanna me intro i intro loh.. dun suan me can liaos.. thx.. =]

2005-05-10T22:54:00.000+08:00

i'm gonna die for mua exams..

this time realli is die ler lah... so far took 6 papers ler.. english paper 1 and 2.. chinese paper 1 and 2.. literature and social studies.. tml is chem..

eng paper 1

wtf? i dunno wad story to write.. den wrote a long long story.. which i think is out of point liao loh.. hais... some more not enuff time.. the endin if totally OFF.. totally crap..

chi paper 1

easy! no prob at all..

literature

the set text still okok lah... cuz gt sort of study abit.. but the unseen poem.. wth so damn chim... tok bout wad a person choosing his paths of life.. blah blah.. diao?

social studies

still ok! got study! lols.. can pass bahs..

eng paper 2

OMG... hard ah! so many things i dunno how to answer. have difficulty passing loh...

chi paper 2

I HATE THIS PAPER.. ITS THE 1ST TIME A CHINESE TEST PAPER MAKE ME SO SAD AND SO SCARED... THIS MAYBE THE 1ST PAPER I WILL FAIL LOH.. its so damn hard lah.. all nonsense...

不往下看就不怕,不表示高度不存在,也不表示跌下来不会痛

放在桌上的半杯水,可以说是半满,也可以说是半空

天涯海角是遥远，孤独，无边无际，荒僻冷落之地… 你到过天涯海角吗？我就在天涯海角.. 这个天涯海角，不是我那个天涯海角

wad are all these man.. wa kao.. think i wad?

ARGH!!!

2005-05-08T10:06:00.000+08:00

awww! so stressed!!

wad the hell man... i cant take it ler lah... for the whole of ytd i draw draw and draw... for mua dnt 'o' level de project.. den wad.. today still need to rush thru again.. must faster draw.. den later still must study for literature and social studies...

for a person who has neva studied in his life.... how is it possible for him to change to study suddenly!!!

oh mua gosh.. if its nt becoz of GCE.. i wont be studying... hais... aiming to go into good school.. but no results = no choices of schools..

my god lah.. from tml onwards everyday must study and slog like SIAO...

grrr.. okie.. have to go continue studying ler.. lols.. bubbyes

2005-05-05T15:02:00.000+08:00

i lost everything.. hais..
why am i jus so stupid!

hais.. why liddat? why cant i be happy for once? why?

wad have i done wrong? do i suck TAT much? why everyone treat me like this? i'm sure i dun have frens.. but why? wad i do??!!

ya it is true tat nobody has said tat they dun wanna do my fren.. but so wad.. they say it behind mua back.. i also dunno... i realli dunno how to face everyone.. why?

i have attitude prob... i'm ugly.. i'm nerdish.. i'm stupid...

i noe i am stupid.. but at least i'm being stupid and i'm willing to be stupid for the gal i realli like and love so much... i know tat she noes tat i'm waiting for her.. but she jus hates me to wait.. why? is waiting for someone sth wrong? i realli like euu.. realli realli like euu... why cant i have a chance? am i realli tat irritating?

ya i admit.. i am ugly.. not good enuff for euu..

ARGH!!!! NO MOOD TO WRITE LER LAH!! GRRR......

2005-04-25T22:45:00.000+08:00

whoa.. exciting dae.. realli.. lols

wa seh.. todae like so damn exciting and fun lah.. wahhaha.. start of the dae we have PE liao.. den we play soccer loh.. wahhaha den even our xiao hua aka sch belle also come play wif us! wahahhaa.. which is angela la.. =xXxXx

she damn chio loh... den wad.... jeronme ask her be keeper.. LOL...

nobody dare shoot loh.. even if shoot also shoot light light onli... den qi cheng lah.. wah so hiong... go zham the ball... lucky onli get in but neva hit her.. otherwise he tml kana beat liao ah.. lols... den dome kana hit in his privates... awww.. he pain until like siao loh... den he cannot play ler.. lol but during the game he like so pro loh.. wah everyone de ball he also can intercept.. lols...

den after soccer we play bBall.. lols.. i play 1 on 1 wif kai meng.. DIAO... he's like so tall lah... 1.9m loh.. i onli 1.7... DIAO....

he say play 7... i say cannt lah so tired liao.. in the end settled on 3...

yea so here goes.. diao.. i cant possibly shoot lah.. he so damn tall.. i shoot he block. i shoot he block.. diao.. den in the end the score is 2-1.. he score 2 i score 1... no time liao.. bell ring ler... awww aniwae also sure lose de lah.. lols.. at least score 1..

hmmm.. den neva pass up miss koh de hw.. den after her class me, cheng mun, qi cheng and ben ben tried to run away... den qi cheng took our bags out of the class.. den i see ms koh not watching i ching out of classroom.. diao jus to find out tat i chiong wrong way.. den QC tell me to follow their way.. hai dao i must run fast fast den "slide" on the floor.. to avoid letting ms koh see... diao.. den everyone see us like thief liddat... so pai seh...

den hoh.. this thing i realli damn pek chek lah... actually today going for napha de.. cuz tat dae we neva go... den actually is we 4 go de.. QC, CM, Ben and Me... but ben and CM run away loh! KAO!!! in the end me and QC have to go ourselves... kao

we do napha wif the sec 2 loh! some more got so many gals loh.. haha.. but still ok lah not bad.. every station also A.. wahahhahaa....

QC run the shuttle run... at the 2nd block tat time he kinda like slip.. den cant run properly.. den in the end run 10 secs... den i also like off form loh.. run 9.4 secs...

diao..

den we go standing board jump... i ask mr azman wad's the score for A.. he say >138... den at 1st i chua tio.. i still scared cannot.. den in the end jump 145... hahha

YAY so tts 2 A ler..

den sit ups... wah QC do damn fast lah... 1 min he do how much...? 59!!!! grrr the sch record is like 65 or sth... heard one of the teachers sae.. lols... den i do until siao.. onli 47... 2 more than the A grade..

PHEW..

ok 3 A ler.. den next.. sit and reach! wahahha from pri sch till now tts the station i always get C... diao..

so.. as usual... i scared lah... i go down all the way i can.. awww its so pain.. den i can feel its like bout 27cm liddat onli... den... suddenly cher wei pusshhh mua back!! whoa go all the way to like 42 or sth...

STUPID CHER WEI!!! although he sort of helped me.. but its like... WA LAU SO PAIN LAH!!!

hahaha.. tts all actually.. next wek monday den do chin ups.. heh... i'm gonna train ler lah... jus now go downstairs try... i can onli like do 3 loh.. i think like should be D or E gade loh... i dun wan lidat!!

grrr... too bad now cannot do incline pull ups ler.. or else all A again.. hahah

todae see those sec 2 do incline... all so damn slow 1.. lol all like jus aim for pass loh...

we sec 2 tat time also neva liddat.. we hiong hiong do all the wae... den at least like 42 or sth... lol when actually the A grade is like 27.. wahahhaa

kie lah i also tired ler.. nitex...!

2005-04-20T18:48:00.000+08:00

yep.. no heading again...

er.. ok its not tat i want to but SRY.... lol this has to be another sad post....

er.. but this time.. its bout homework! hahaha....

i'm dead this time... i dunno my chem.. AT ALL-!!

tt day asked ramona to teach me bout ionic equations... den wad she taught.. i noe.. but other than tat.. i dunno a thing ler... how? how!!

mid year coming ler leh... if till den i still dunno de hua den i realli die ler..

erm... anyone can teach me.. please!! i jus need like 1 hr or sth to learn... pls pls jus anyone teach me! lols...

awww... today our whole class kana punished.. den stay in parade square and have our lesson there.. diao.. so malu...

2005-04-17T21:50:00.000+08:00

er.. no topic..

todae.. can be considered a gd and bad dae?

went to play bball in the afternoon wif yj and cm they all.. yea rite.. got mua specs smashed.. broke off! awww.. although me is wif or without specs also tat ugly.. but without specs i see wad! diao.. i'm even having prob and difficulty reading the typing this post out loh..

i have to go so near the com screen to look the words..

so how? specs spoil liao.. hab to make new 1 loh.. den mum say make a plastic de.. should be not so easy spoil ler.. ok loh.. went to 888 to make a new 1.. tml den can collect.. i was like wondering.. den tml in class.. i see wad shit!

yea ok tts the sad part... but also got gd part la.. i mean.. at least its not sad..

yea.. as i sadi today wake up den not long after went to play bball ler.. whoa.. today play till quite happi de.. lols.. at least no stress.. den mua team members still gib me chance.. pass ball to mui.. lol-! think mua performance today.. still ok ok bah..? i'm not sure..

lol.. den the funni part is when cm and yj come play.. LOL we 3 like lil kids lah.. anyhow play.. eesh.. den the xiao pink also funni lah... pass her ball.. shoot 3 times still cannot get in..

diao-

but its funni lah to see her face.. when she cant get the ball in.. den she gib a look.. those silly look.. lol like very disappointed liddat.. hahahahas...

oh yah.. i must say.. she IS cute.. dun nid act de norh... its natural de.. lol.. the silly look.. all comes TAT naturally.. lols..

hais.. ok lah i dun wan type ler.. very xin ku ah.. have to keep going back and forth to the com sreen to see whether i got typo error or not.. lols..

2005-04-15T22:50:00.000+08:00

*[[___ sobs '-//*. shermanebong pls read this!

hais... why does everything ends in a sad way for me? why cant there be a easier way out for me? what have i done wrong! its about 10.53pm now.. and i cant sleep.. i'm so bored.. i've nth to do..my digi cam's got confiscated... so is my MP3 player... awww... i only hab mua hp and com.. and mua ps2 that i can use now...

and come on.. of cux i'm not sad and sobbing for these things... i'll get them back someday.. but.. some things tat i've lost.. i'll neva be able to get them back..

shermanebong, this is fer euu.. this post is fer euu! i dun blame euu lah k... bu yao zai shuo dui bu qi ler!

i'm gonna lie on bed later on and slowly think of what are the problems.. blah blah.. cux i realli dun understand wad's the reason.. what is love? what are frenships? wad are relationships?!

what are all these! in the past i tot i knew them very well and tat i noe how to differentiate them... but now.. they all seem to be the same thing.. why...? cux i fail in every single category...

i dun have frens.. realli, seriously [my whole class hates me]

i dun have ppl to love me... [cux she left me liao]

i cant get along well wif my 'buddies' [cux i play bball and not soccer]

i today realli very sad.. so i tot i might as well type down everything.. maybe tat will make me feel better.. and believe me.. wadever i say here is all true..

since sec 1, i've few frens.. why? cux i'm guai lan bah maybe... throw books and tables at mrs wang.. challenge teachers... and come on.. the discipline book.. ppl only one or two entries... i need 2 pieces of paper loh... every month got about 30 cases.. somemore its onli on ME..

and yah.. sec 2.. i tried to change.. and i mean.. i was a lil better.. cux by then mrs wang had left.. and mdm teo and ms sarifah came to teach us.. still... i'm kinda the same... me and guolong always neva do homework.. blah blah... some more sec 2 that year yong ji joined our class... which made the 3 of us good buddies... yea rite.. i'm far from them... many tings i also mei you fen...

and so... sec 3 came... guolong and yong ji went to 4/3... and i'm all alone in 4/2.. who else can be my fren? i noe tat besides the 2 of them... nobody noe bout me ler... so i had to try to make frens..... yea rite... the 1st month already had a big big fight wif my 6 year old fren... shawn tan.... well... he's another of my best buds... but cux of a silly maths worksheet thingy.. we fought... and everyone was like "wow"... cux i mean.. we were realli the 'nan xiong nan di' in the sch.. lols..

and so... there goes...
guolong - X
yong ji - X
shawn - X

3 gone...

i began to make frens wif ben ben... whom i tot we could communicate well... we both fell in love wif a gal at the same time.. i mean.. not the same gal.. but a gal.. so everyday it was bout the 2 gals that we like.. in class... we neva studied aniwae... it was all toking and toking... i tot i had a great fren then...

till one day... i dunno why... we neva seem to tok ani more... i mean.. we neva quarrel... no fights no nothing.. but we jus *shhh*

so.. there goes...
guolong - X
yong ji - X
shawn - X
ben ben - X

tts bout sec 3 lah... boring year also...

and wad... this year.. sec 4..

got to noe yang sheng.. whoa.. great buddy... helps u in every way... we got jus so much things to chat about.. sch work, bball, biking, gals, our frens, games... blah blah...

and.. i dunno why also... chat chat chat until chat chat until chat.... den after tat neva even chat ani more...

why! why liddat! is there sth wrong wif me! argh!!!

den wad... this gal.. i like so much... jus left me... for.. i mean.. practically no reason... and i mean.. i wasn't able to ask her the reason.. cux till now.. she jus wont tell me...

oh man... i realli lyk her.. if onli she knew!

hais... can all of u out dere who reads mua blog... tell me wad's the prob....? why do i always lose my frens and the ones i love? tell me pls... i dun wish to lose anyone else animore...

2005-04-13T19:22:00.000+08:00

cyndi's autograph session!
*pls wait for photos to load*

lols.... sho sho sho sry... i these few days very busi... no time to blog... but aniwaes, since got ppl ask me to MUST POST bout cyndi de autograph session.. i will.. heh...

ok so here goes.. i'll start from the 1st thing.. lols

yea.. me and sky reached Junction8 at ard 7am tat day.. and cux its the 1st time we are queuing at J8, we didn't noe where to start... [i've queued at quite a number of autograph sessions but not at J8]

and so, since the event's gonna take place at the level 3 open plaza, we tot we should go there to queue...

and wad?

wtf! i tot i've gone to the wrong autograph session! but after taking a closer look.. its actually ytd... its not today.. haha.. so me and sky were like.. oooh.. heng ah...

and 1 more thing.. there's nobody queuing! SONG BO!!!

haha.. so decided to take a pic of sky.. showing tat we're 1st! lols.. see the barriers behind him? heh...

BUT--!

we were SO WRONG.....

we queued at the wrong place! the security guard came up and told us to go down.. and said tat the stage isn't ready yet.. so we have to queue downstairs...

den we were like... WTF!

so no choice.. had to go down... and HENG AH... at least we were like the 1st 50 or so.. so i wasn't worried bout being too far away from cyndi...

and sry ah.. i neva take any pics of us queuing.. cux i scared ppl later say i taking candid pics of them... den i DIE...

so aniwae.. we waited and waited... and after..

10 LONG HOURS LATER........

we were permitted to go up to the open plaza at level 3 of J8.. thru a quick access! and i must use this chance to scold this 2 BYTCHES...

u noe wad? we queue for like 10 hours.. and den finally can go in.. and these 2 gals... they jus cut in while we were going up to the open plaza! i reali must scold them loh.. TMD..

haha.. so after waiting there for another 10 mins... this DJ from 933 came up to stage.. also mua fav DJ.. Lin Zhi!

she's quite chio hoh.. haha.. and yep.. she's here to tell us wad to DO and wad NOT TO DO during the event.. heh... and den...

CYNDI LAI LER!!!

and here she brings her new song.. HONEY!

oh mua gosh.. so damn chio!

*ok, the following will jus be pics and some "captions" *

dancing in progress.. woo.. chio seh...

after the dance.. cyndi is asked to take a pic wif her dancers... woots.. see the gal on the extreme right? wow.. chio hoh...? the left side de.. i NTH TO SAY.. lols..

cyndi.. wif Ling Zhi.. chatting bout her trip to Singapore..

cyndi singing "Chi Bang" and us singing along too! heeex...

oh mua gosh... so mesmerizing...!

ok.. start of autograph session! haha.. i like this pic.. its like so cute..

hahas.. quick snapshot... in between the ppl that she needs to sign.. woot... mua photography skills not bad lah hoh.. haha

okie okie.. so tts all... and the whole 10 hours of queueing and waiting is worth everything! wooo hoooo!!!

2005-04-08T19:36:00.000+08:00

awww.. its tml, its TML!!

oh my gosh.. tml gonna go cyndi de autograph session le! going wif sky.. heex.. we 2 zhun bei hao le norh! dun believe ah? hahha.. we pack everything liao..

checklist:
1. Portable Fan
2. MP3 Player
3. Discman
4. Water Bottle
5. GameBoy!
6. Umbrella
7. Old Newspapers
8. Potato Chips
9. Deodorant
10. Digi Cam
11. Batteries
and of cux...
12. Cyndi's Honey Album-!!

erm.. anything u guys think i should bring along? tell me k? i'm open to all constructive suggestions! lols..

hahas.. see our big big bags? lols.. 1 DC bag and 1 Converse bag seh.. hahhaa...

"its a guys thing"

LOL!! er.. jk onli lah..

i HAVE SO MANY WORRIES NOW

1st, i'm afraid tat i wont be able to get a good place tml.. scarly ppl TON.. den i die elr lah.. 2nd.. i scared cyndi like last time liddat.. sign a limited number onli.. den if i'm too behind.. awww.. den i cant get it.. tat time is cux i qutie infront.. den still able to get her autograph.. but now i scared scared ah...

ok aniwaes.. tml i come back ler sure blog bout wad happened de! and i'll put many many photos! heex...

oh yah.. toking bout photos... if i too behind den cant take good shots ler.. =[

*choi choi choi* ! TOUCHWOOD AH! =xXxXx

2005-04-06T18:24:00.000+08:00

awww..
i caught shawn in candid camera!
=xXxXx

hehs.. its 6 April 2005 and let's welcome Shawn Tan!!

*clap clap*
haha.. guess wad we're going to do?

guess lah.. i dun wan so fast say out...

heex.. our training ground! =x
no lah.. jus a empty space..

yea.. and he started out by doing some handstands 1st! haha..
whoa... nice huh??

ya and so... the 2 of us.. jus wasted our time after sch...

and he's like...

TRYING TO HAO LIAN-!!!

there he is.. trying to do some hand spins.. hah.. did for a second hope he fell and hit his chin.. *evil smile*

tired-!!! grrr!!! go home liao lah! raahhS!

AcE . ShA . 0604

2005-03-31T22:11:00.000+08:00

bought 2 new albums!

yay... finally finally! i bought 2 newest albums! hahah!

wishlist update: 18. cyndi's album - honey!
19. twins' album!

love love love-! hahas.. hmmm.. the songs so nice.. i listen till siao! listen till drop! haha..

awww sho happi.. next sat cyndi coming to singapore! remember tat time she 1st time come to singapore.. den i also got go her autographe session.. and it happened to fall on my birthday! awww... cyndi come to singapore help me celebrate b'dae! [wishful thinking]

awww... okok out of mua dream.. aniwae.. tt time was realli FUN.. cyndi's sho sho sho cute!

but.. hais the sad thing is.. i bought her 2nd album too! but tat time when she came.. i wasn't allowed to go out.. otherwise i sure go let her sign de! DAMN!! i missed her in action at funan... she's sho sweet... awww...

aniwaes.. here are some pics of cyndi's albums! and twins de too! heex..

Cyndi De 1st Album, [Begin]
see, still got her autograph! heh.. i preserve things well huh?

her 2nd album [Loves You]
dunch hab her autograph.. realli sad norh.. =[

her 3rd and newest album [Honey] !!
heh.. it WILL be autographed SOON..
yea.. REAL SOON!! heex..

another fav album of mine..
twins de 1st chinese album!
woo hoo!

**notex**
er hem.. the pics are taken by mui.. but i dun wanna put the word copy-right there.. cux will spoil the whole pic! but pls, if u still have a heart and dun wan ppl to tok bad things bout euu.. dun take them away from me.. if u want them, tell mui-! heh..

erm.. ok.. think i've got nth else to say ler.. wish me good luck in getting a good seat on the day cyndi comes ok? i'll take nice nice pics for u all to see de! promise!

BiLLaNieL.ShErBoNg
lols.. jus putting for fun! =x

2005-03-21T21:47:00.000+08:00

i've a cut in mua heart.. a very very deep one...

erm, all mua frens out dere... i'm.. realli realli sad ya.. sth happened.. and i dunno wad to do.. if u happen to see mui in sch or some where else and u call me and i neva answer.. realli sry.. i realli hab no mood le...

i lost everything.. absolutely everything.. while i tot i could be the happiest guy.. i fell.. and.. actually it would be better if i break mua bones.. but the fall broke mua heart..

nobdy will noe why i fell so hard except one person.. she's the onli person tt knows..

i really DUN BLAME HER... its not her fault..

yea i noe.. after this post is out everyone will be asking me wad happen and stuffs.. sry but i dun wish to say..

everything to me is like a dream.. yea rite.. but not a gd 1.. but u noe wad.. i rather continue this dream.. though its a bad dream..

*[[____cut in mua heart... `-//*. lurbin euu doesn't mean tt i have to be wid euu..
learning to accept the truth and carry on wid life..

2005-03-18T22:41:00.000+08:00

mesmerized by euu~!

boring dae...early in the morning need to go to sch for maths remedial.. den come home nth to do.. lols.. den evening still got tuition.. awww.. i'm dead tired!

awww.. i'm so sad.. mua face.. its so oily..

i have a pizza face!!! dun believe? see for urself

hehs.. ugly yea? hais...

aniwae... think i need to use photoshop on all mua pics liao! mua face sux.. sobs...

New Blog~!

2005-03-17T12:02:00.000+08:00

yo mua frens!

i think this skins is way cool and cute! so decided to create a new blog to host it.. cute isn't it? lols

so.. hope u guys gib some comments yea... flood mua taggy all u want!